matured – yeah right

This morning, I had my confirmation. I attended it with my sisters and brother (and a whole bunch of kids). Even last night, I was shameful of having to attend such event supposedly I should've been through long before. I'm quite anxious that I'd be the only 'adult' there (I'm now 19). So there, with some hint of hesitation and the likes, glad I was able to do it. Well, I know, it's really no big deal for most people, but it figuratively scared the shit out of me. Haha. Anyway, I'm now a 'matured' Catholic. And that's just it. For me, I think. Still have lots to learn, realize and contemplate about my faith.

I've got shitloads of money from my god parents. All in all, it was 4k grand. That was grand for me, considering this is just like so many mundane days, and well, I've got 4k right away. I'm so thankful. And I feel rich. Haha.

We ate at our reservation at South Dynasty restaurant afterwards, and I ate heaps of different kinds of food. I felt bloated – I still am. Haven't shit for quite a number of days and that irritates me like hell. I'm constipated – not again.

School's gonna start on the 13th and I'm excited, cause I've got a new bag and new shoes. Bleh. And my uniform just got altered. You know, I gained weight a lot, and my school skirt literally is almost popping out my fat ass. Silly I know. And I'm that childish. You see, being excited, just because I've got new things is so grade-school. Hello. I'm now a college girl. Haha.:)